09/06/10

Go Big Blue!I have been feeling discontent lately. Mostly, selfishly upset that things do not seem to be going my way in life. The other day I heard this song on the radio, and I have been listening to it over and over again ever since.

No Matter What

by Kerri Roberts

I'm running back to your promises one more time, Lord that's all I can hold on to. I gotta say this has taken be by surprise, but nothing surprises you. Before a heartache can touch my life it has to go through your hands. And even though I keep asking why, asking why...

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No matter what, I'm gonna love you. No matter what, I'm gonna need you. I know you can find a way to keep me from the pain, but if not, I trust you.

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When I'm stuck and there's nothing else by myself, I'm just sitting in silence, there is no way I can make it without your help. I won't even try. I know you have reasons for everything, so I will keep believing, no matter what I'm feeling. God you are my hope and you will be my strength.

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No matter what, I'm gonna love you. No matter what, I'm gonna need you. I know you can find a way to keep me from the pain, but if not, I trust you.

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Anything I don't have, I know you can give it to me, but it's ok if you don't. I'm not here for those things, the touch of your love is enough on its own. No matter what, I'm gonna love you. No matter what, I'm still gonna need you...

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So, I'm going to put on my Bronco shirt and watch the game. I'm going to teach kindergarten. I'm going to love my nephews. I'm going to laugh with my roommate. I am going to enjoy my friends. I am going to make cookies and probably start some fires in the kitchen. I am going to be thankful that God has chosen to write me in his story. I will trust him.

P.S. I did take this picture, the camera was on self-timer :)